February 7th, 2006
What is the word for it?
I need something. It is that thing that you need when you - oh, is it a buffer? A cushion?
Ken or I or both of us have been sick for at least a month. Our lives demand 110% on a good day and we have been far beneath that level for, well, at least a month.
If I would just learn to “redeem the time” when I was feeling at my best, then I could have that - that word I can’t think of - when I am under the weather, or stressed in some other way. If I didn’t do the laundry one day, everything wouldn’t feel like it was crashing down around me.
Oh boo hoo. Maybe I just need this incessantly hormonal day to end, already.